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I won't
lie. I've written some very very dark writings over the years.
I am also not very happy about some of what I've written. But
to understand me and to understand why I wrote those. I don't
have an answer. I know that before 2008 I used to write mainly
from a flow. I mean that I could take a pen and words would
appear. Not just words but writings. It was to me a plea a
call. A hope that if someone were to read about someone being
raped or if someone were to read about a suicide then they
would hopefully choose to opt out. I still have that hope.
Though I'm certain It won't help. Now I know over the year
I've been told that however there have been time when yes some
of what I've written has helped people. It has been a great
achievement to hear someone let me know that what I've written
has helped. I write and create this page so you know that what
is written in writings section is very dark. Very very dark.
If you can think horrible thoughts it probably is within that
page. If you don't wish to read of rape,killing,suicide. If
you are not hapy with vulgar/coarse language. I would suggest
not choosing to view the writings page. My writings since
around 2006 have been for the most part thought out. That to
me almost makes me feel like I'm cheating. If I have to think
of writing where is the enjoyment of free thought ? I guess
that is hard to understand if you've never wrote as I do. But
I don't mean to say I don't enjoy thinking about what I write.
Only that It interested me how I could obtain stories from no
where. And again my time frames are estimations. I'm sure I've
thought writings for awhile but as well a greater percentage
once was me just pouring out what was within me.
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